One body. One bond.

As an impressionable young girl, I had dreams. Well, the kind of dreams that seemed…impractical to someone who loves me. 

But other than that, I had another dream. I wanted to be someone with a big heart.

“Kindness is a sham to oneself.”

A person who has a heart of gold, who sheds tears with the ones in pain, who cares a lot, and, of course, who loves a lot. People will-

“Think of you as a dense, manipulatable child. Use you, then discard you once they have successfully extracted what they need from you.”

-Be kind and empathetic to me, right? Then, I want to leave my mark in this precious world too. There are so many admirable things around. I see it, now that I’m growing up. You see it too right, d-

“Listen, you."

Little Miss Ignorant, I know the world. I have lived. Never loved. Being good gives you absolutely nothing in life. Because I left my emotions behind. I have seen it happen. Because I don’t trust anyone. Not even you. It’s better to be successful in life. And unhappy. It’s a rat race here. Which I keep falling deeper into; it's a cycle of despair. At least money will give you happiness. No human is worth anything. 

Money lives on forever. Wealth earns you respect from people and gives you a sense of security. Which distracts you temporarily from what you have become.

—…Which turns into long-term satisfaction. These people are...competitors...backstabbers, even. They see you as a tool. Loyalty should only be for oneself. Because I gave my trust to people blindly, they stepped all over me, and now I am afraid of even my own shadow.

One body. One bond.

The only person you can trust is yourself. Having the logic to power through gets you ahead in life. My decisions lack emotions; I no longer see the pain of the ones closest and dearest to me.

They will step on you. And then you’ll realize how flawed you are, how futile this whole "good heart” bullshit is.

Use your heart to think, make use of that bond with your own self, and pave your own way. Remember, everything is a source for creating generational wealth.

“So… my dreams and hobbies-"

 

You’ll know.​